crystal meth

have you ever missed something or someone so much that you were willing to do anything just to have a moment of it. just to have a taste of it.
i do.
i am willing to do anything just to have a single moment.
at this point of time.
i don't really care about the concequences.
it doesn't matter anymore. i just hope for a moment.
to revist memories that stay stuck in my head.
to see what it will be like all over again.
i do miss you.
but i know if a ask for that favour one last time.
it will be like an addiction.
cause i know that it will never be enough.
but like i said.
i won't care about the concequences.
i know that you don't really care about the consequences either.

that random question became a confrontation of some sort.
on how we really feel.
what went on in our heads.
on how i felt you everytime i see you.

i'm off to see fireworks soon. i hope its going to be really pretty. i need something to make me feel happy.


i know that its going to be an addiction.
but who really cares.